the mantra ........

I have a mantra.
I never used to have one.
It is something that came to mind
while taking co-active life coaching .....

There is something about the process
whereby you shed all your layers,
all the pretences .....
and there is no longer any where to hide.

The inner you
comes bubbling to the surface
the need to seek the enlightenment
the need to be .......

the need to be ......
just be ..........

I realized that I had never been,
I know that sounds very odd ...
but .........
I had never been just me.

I had always been someone's daughter,
someone's sister,
someone's mother,
someone's wife,
someone's staff ..........

I had lost me
and the essence of who I am ......

coaching taught me
how wonderful
I really am,
creative,
thoughtful,
respectful,
empathetic,
loving,
sharing,
giving and so on ........

it also taught me
how sensual,
how sexy,
how erotic,
how pleasurable,
how creative,
how kinky
and so on .......
that I am.

I now know that only I limit my goals
and how high I will fly ......
only I listen to my own gremlins ......
no more excuses, no more promises ....
it is all up to me.

and so if you are travelling somewhere south west of Toronto and you see a woman frolicking au naturel in an orb or sphere of glowing light, her freckles obvious and blue eyes shining, arms upstretched to better absorb all of those positive energies .......... don't worry.

It will only be me,
"dancing naked in my own brilliance" ....

I'll be the one wondering when the heck all the rest of Y'all will be joining me .........