It is hard to be alone ...

One of the hardest things about being alone
is just that
being alone ...
it is hard to be alone when you are not feeling well
you can not go out
just for the sake of going out
everything has to be arranged
now that I am not able to drive anymore
it is even harder
for I find that I must rely on others
all of the time

so when I am at home alone
where as before I would just hop in the car and go
somewhere, anywhere ...
after all Walmart is open 24 hours now until Christmas
I must now rely on friends
to give me rides

the only thing is now
is a busy time of year
people have their own things to do
and they are busy trying to get
all of their own things done
before the big day
and do not always have the time
or do they think of me
sitting here, by myself ...

it is hard to be alone ...